The key to my joy
In bimochan and kuhus
No gap in between
Buy me a spring in your pocket
the rooms I’ll play in
innocence brewed perfection
a blind sees no sadness
So high the waves of joy
fall they do, even rocks chip
fragile fool, easily moulded
a child knows no milk and water.
Get me joy from the teacups,
you brewed all to perfection
a leading hand bend to pick
the led hand catches but air
I left at the playground
the path is light, me blind
fragnant flowers bid me come
unfamiliar smells, I fall.
Wash me in the river
these eyes are too heavy
I were but a fish,
I’d ask but for just water.
Birds fly to the oceans,
the cave wall had no colors
I am yet on the hill
Why won’t you make me sleep?
Buy me a spring in your pocket
the rooms I’ll play in
innocence brewed perfection
a blind sees no sadness
So high the waves of joy
fall they do, even rocks chip
fragile fool, easily molded
a child knows no milk and water.
Get me joy from the teacups,
you brewed all to perfection
a leading hand bend to pick
the led hand catches but air
I left at the playground
the path is light, me blind
fragnant flowers bid me come
unfamiliar smells, I fall.
Wash me in the river
these eyes are too heavy
I were but a fish,
I’d ask but for just water
Birds fly to the oceans,
the cave wall had no colors
I am yet on the hill
Why won’t you make me sleep?
I am frustrated. I cannot think straight. It’s you I care for, It’s you I dream of. I love you so much that I cannot make you understand and I cannot convince myself to not worry about anything. And Im frustrated since I cannot make you realize how beautiful you are, how wonderful, how eternally mesmerizing. Once you wanted to be the wind so you could go anywhere. But now, you are everywhere. every place, every second, time and space are just boundaries between you and the you in the wind. And I am angry since I cannot tell you. And I am sad since I cannot be happy. I cannot smile since I cannot see your smile. I am half since I cannot find anything complete. Except dreams for you. Until I meet you. Nothing is right since I can’t hold you. But everything is just a transition. We wait, we wait and fall. I wait for you. For today, tomorrow, everyday without you is a long wait. I am waiting, with a hopeful heart.
Dear love,
somtimes I’m so proud of being told by people that you actually like me,
that I feel like running all over the world shouting out your name
no more hidden and doubted by any
let all be jealous
I am loved
by HER
YAY!
:)
I know I’m crazy, I’ll delete this soon, hope you see it. or maybe not.
You can tell, je suis dissous dans les sentiments. blame it on my PMS now.
Someday,
I am sure you will trust that my feelings are more bent to you than to me. But that day is far, I’m afraid this fight might seem long for you. Someday, I will hold your hand, and tell you, ” do you still doubt my heart?”
Some matters hardly convincing to you as might be , most true though and perfectly fitting my innermost thoughts
and another word, that at times i tell myself, when in most in most confusion and searching for your presence..
Theres pain inside
but mine is the fault.
come and make things right,
come and make things right.
